April 16 .. no rhyme or reason..

I don't know what is up with me. I am having difficulty shaking off this "glum". I do however recognize those that recognize me... and I want to say thank you. While my initial reaction at the moment is to push all that kind sentiment away - I am grateful there are people out there throwing me life preservers... I feel much less alone, if not very awkward for having this to deal with at all. All that stoic German pride "I'm ok" crap going on, you know?

I am grateful for the circle of friends and family I have built around me. I am grateful for the concern and care and friendship they bestow.

I can feel miserable and grateful.. who knew.